I sleep very well last night. and my chest pain already be cure I think. I think the running help me.
so running is so important. I need to continue. last day I listen one english story. on YouTube. there have a lot of comment. they all sad that story is easy to understand. they all learning English. I don't want take about the story now. but I also listen to other story. I totally can't understand it. there have too many words I can't know. I I totally can't understand what the story talking about.
many students learning english. they are students in college. when they graduated. they find job about english. but I already became old. I not sure I need it.
but it's better than look shot video. so…
I also learn golang yesterday. I think I know a big part of it. I feel good.
learn something new. that's a nice feel.
because I have a good sleep. so I got up early today. it's not until nine o'clock. and I already get up.
my teeth have a little hurts. especially meet cold water. it's hurt. I google why. but I don't get answers. don't drink sweet drinks. they sad. brush your teeth slowly and softly.
I eat two dinners last day. both of noodles. but it's not bad. with soup.
I think I play games too much yesterday.
I play king of glory twice. take me about half hours. that's not be happened. I also watch tik tok about two hours? maybe. I waste too much time on it. I think I need set a alarm clock. I just watched ten minutes. and I need to do other important things.
I am not going far away last day. I running in my house. six kilometers.
last day is cloudy day. not raining. so it is not hot day. so I feel not bad yesterday. but today I see the sun. so it will be hot.
the summer with very hot this year.
oh. do not be confused. I need hand on. I don't need think about the parents idea. they not me. they idea are all downside.
they want money and grandsons.
money is important. but grandsons is not important at all for me.
stop.
I can't corrupted. I need hold on by myself. nobody can help me.
I must be strong. fighting with any stop me things. on one can help me. except myself.
I away thinking. how important the good luck. how important you born.
if you born big city. at good place. you don't need to do anything, will be rich. if you born a little village. you can do anything. but you can't be rich. I remember some TV show. one person said.
when you born. your life already destined.
how sadly.
but I still try to do something else.
if not. I am afraid I can't live.
if I don't work hard, I have no money. I can't live.
so hard is working. I keep it.
my plan not change. I will find new job.
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