oh. it's may. I need kee write diary. I keep it almost one month ago. yesterday is hard day. today is better. my computer is broken. I think I want use golang to write some app. for iPhone and Android. the Xcode can not use my computer. because my computer system is too low. so I upgrade it.
I almost forgot that is a horrible idea. upgrade is success. but my computer can't work. so I need get it back. but it not support demotion. my world is collapse.
I need hod on. give him back. I remember. every time I upgrade the system. it's always collapse. so never upgrade it. any way. I take all day to demotion my computer. all day. until 1 o'clock at night. but finally. I success. it's take me time. and many software gone. many videos gone. many system gone. but the computer back.
I need time to cure my heart. my head hurts. headache. because I am not sleep. anyway. I need go on. get my software back one by one. that's need long long time. but I have to take it. I also need write this diary. because I can't give up learn how to speak English.
may. The weather became so warm。the weather is very hot. make me want shower ever moment.
can I still learn golang? how long time I need to take. or i just want stay at my house. I don't know. but stay at home is not happy. work is not happy too. so what can I do. what I want to do. I totally have no idea.
I am so confused.
let me make one plan. let me think better things. I can't confuse. The better things is. I learned one language. that's a good one.
and I get a lot of useful software. like office. pr. ps. phpstorm. so I just take time to learn. to study. the other things let the God to-do. I just need to do belong to my things.
so. what is the plan. I don't need build some software on the computer or on the phone. I just do more test. control the language. change my resume. then I go find other job. I can do it. by myself.
that's things just take me tow days. I can't collapse just because this. this is nothing. little,tiny thing in my life. it's not worth. how can I unhappy with that? come on. forget about it. that's things is totally not worth. it's just a episode. come on.
did you take to yourself like this every day. I think yes. and to be honest. I definitely need that. I live along long long long time. if I don't talk with myself. I will sick. ill.
so. I take time to play docker. and the world already enough. so. Bey.
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